Blogging to fight boredom. Hope it works.

Hmmmm...... why am I so bored? no one is on facebook talking. Which is highly annoying yet good. In a way. I deleted loads of people not so long ago. People who I never ever ever wanted to meet up with but was talkin to them via facebook out of sheer bordom and nuffin better to do. That sounds bad but its true.

I don't find myself stressed out anymore, I dont bad mouth people anymore, like be all nice nice on status's then when I meet up with my rl friends go.. omg did you see what so an so put on facebook :O

It made me feel awful to do that. I dont like being two faced.

I was being this person that i hated. I am so glad I managed to change.

I am becoming more of a person I like. I hated myself for a while. Like if ever met myself I would loath them and what they stood for. I am now living more by my own standards I guess.

Its like on old blogs I felt like I was saying the same things again and again and getting no where. Where as the past 12 months I have been making active changes in my life and not talking about stuff so much.

I still have a way to go. But omg. The person I was 12 months ago. About to go to uni, shy, nervous, down, lonely, sad, no social life, stress.. and the person I am now. Oh man how things have changed.

:)