i keep thinking about _____
everytime i think about him
i text _____
an when i text ______
it just makes things more confusing
coz then he texts back
mad things
an i cant work him out
an i dont think i want to
an i keep thinking about _____
an i still feel silly
i need to get over it
overcome feeling like a twat
i think its coz i havent seen him since
i sat across the table in daylight
in silence
like
not knowing what to say
still feeling pretty fkd
knowing i had talked way to much
so much that no one else could speak
an i said things i didnt want to say
told things i didnt want new people to know
an i feel soo stupid
an i dont wanna look at someone who knows all that about me
coz im not that person anymore
an why did i feel like i needed to explain all that
why did i feel i needed to prove
i was way more fkd up than them
why did i have to fancy someone
it was a chemical induced feeling
i should have just let it drift on by
i will bloody do next time
but why do i text ___
when ever i feel like a twat with someone else
an why do they only ever text me loads when they have no one else

i wanna get fkd again
i wanna play poker again
i wanna hang out with everyone again
an i wanna over come this feeling like a twat