re running convos in my head..

i was thinking about something you said
at the time i didnt understand what you meant
but now i think i do..

i had plenty of thinking time last night
while sat next to my mums hospital bed
and then once i got home.

you said that taking speed makes you more of the person you want to be
or more who you are.
or something.

I was thinking about facebook
and i was thinking how emotionally needy i make myself sound
an the person facebook makes me be
is a person i really bloody dont like
an its not me at all

then i thought about what u had said about speed
and though i dont remember exactly what you said

But i kinda get in
in my way

i dislike facebook so dam much
but its an easy way to talk to my friends
but by god..
i dont half sound like a fkin twat most of the time