never wants to talk again

wants to sit on a train
looking out the window
rushing through the country side
an stations
but never stops

i want to feel the cold fresh air
rush into my mind

i want to feel the ice
run down my spine

i want to look up
an see you watching

i want to feel the smile
spread across my face

coz i know
you know
how im feeling

an see your smile in return
for mine
silently saying
its ok


i feel safe

i let go
an feel

an tingle
an tremble
an shake

an now i never want to talk again
coz ive said to much

so much nonsense
im such a dick

i wanna look at you again
an smile
an let go
an feel

with out worrying
im sending out the wrong vibes

i want to feel safe
u made me feel safe

an i came along
an made myself feel insecure

because im an idiot